Alright so I lost someone really important to me. Not only were they my friend but they also made their way into my heart and now I’m having a really hard time trying to get them out. Although after the fight I had with them a few nights ago it’s gotten easier. I wish I could just erase certain people from my memory. Like in that one Jim Carey movie.. Yeah I would totally do that. but I can’t and it sucks. Mainly because it seems I can’t escape them, they are everywhere. Befriending my friends and invading my inner circle of friendship, which is sooooo not cool. But what bothers me the most is that my friends dont see why I dislike this specific person so much. I have been told that I should just let them figure it out on their own but its just sooooo hard to do! Because I know that person better than they do. I was involved with this person for months and I know they are going to get hurt but yet they dont listen to me and it frustrates me to no end. I dunno… As much as they have hurt me…I miss them and yet I cant bring myself to forgive them. I guess only time will tell.